Weight, Load, Burden, call it whatever ya want~ I'm lovin' Him=^_^

tas been more stressful of late
work's piling at gushing rates
hope i dun lose sight of the bait.

wad a short holiday.. it's oredi 3 days past it and i'm still reeling from it's rapidity.

lotsa work to be done, but b4 that, one thing is troubling me. my project group. jason ah, i realli dunno what to do leh. i can feel that you feel left out, but i have no idea how to make you feel comfortable in our group leh. but seriously, sumtimes it's impt to control ur moods (whenever possible), sarah now is improving liao=D (cuz she's smitten by the love bug). i'm sure if given time, and chance to talk, we'll be able to work things out. hmm, i think i bedda stop sounding as though i'm giving advice, i noe u dun like it rite (u dun haf to listen all teh time, but do consider though)?

hmm, there are many things going on, but, tim, the main reason i'm here is to study, so pls do that. okie.

then on top of studying, i got one major event comming up. Xmas outreach in sp, pray tt God's favour to be upon us as we ernestly try to spread the real meaning of christmas this season. but tt's still relatively far away. this saturday's event is the most mind hogging: the leaders appreciation. lotsa prep to do.

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today

phew, went to sonia's house to analyse singapore idol for our project (hai..jason din wanna come..). it rained~!! kau, got all wet... sorry sonia! wet ur house:P my gdness, then sarah took OFF her jeans in sonia's house to blow dry it~!! haha:P she was wearing sonia's pants la, haha.

amazing, we managed to do work at her house! we were relatively productive la:)

oh yea, n for the first time (i think), actually told a person tt i was close frens with him. usually i dun haf realli close frens one, well, most of them are close, but i think only andrew knows Timothy's Deep Dark Deadly Dangerous Damnable secret. well, the secret may be an exaggeration.

well, an attempt to try to analyse myself is that i'm kinda insecure as i usually dun tell people if i feel close to them. i think it's the fear of rejection i guess. or it could be that i'm more of the independent kind, or maybe blessed that i dun haf so many troubles or struggles that i'm aware of so i dun need ppl to go thru with.

hmm, the more i examine my life, the more dreary it sounds.. but routine can bring about assurance, and i'm not about to ask for any trouble in life:D

I'm the Jesus Generation
I'm lovin' Him~!